I know this sounds simple. I also know giving up the guilt will help me grow as a person, as a friend, and as a birthmom. I tend to try and hide my feelings, I hope this helps me to express them a bit more.
Those of you that follow me on twitter (deb2go), call me out on it if I start relapsing. I will tell you now, I feel guilty for being able to get pregnant so easily while I know many of you fight every day for that experience. I feel guilty for 'giving away' my child, when I know so many of you would give anything for that chance. For 40 days, I will do what I can to no longer feel guilty, and instead feel beautiful as someone who allowed my adoptive mom friends to be MOMS!
With Love Always