Hi again! Since last we talked, things have changed a bit.
T has commented on my FB that she misses me. Now before I sound like an ungrateful whiny witch, I said none of the things I am about to say here to her.
Really? You miss me? I didn't change my number, my address, anything. I was even moving closer to you. BUT YOU STOPPED THAT! You miss me? I've written you and begged for contact. Don't think I can just put this all behind me and pretend nothing happened. I miss you too, I miss your family. I've also grown to know that I am worth a little more than the disrespect you threw at me. I love you. I always will. I love B more. I always will, yet I am pissed at your simple, easy revelation.
Oh, he started preschool. Yeah, another thing I got to not know about. I hope he is smart like me.
Chris and I have officially split. It was/is for the best, but I am here missing him a little. I suck at lonely. I'm working on fixing it though. Ray and I are still talking, who knows where that will lead. I'm not jumping into another half-assed relationship any time soon (HOLD ME TO THAT!). We flirt and laugh and smile and kiss and...well, that's all you need to know.
I'm singing karaoke for the first time EVER tomorrow. This can't be good. I am also taking Ray. This makes me nervous. Lord how much I am gonna hear that he is better/cuter/funner than Chris. I might blush. I like to blush.
How do I respond to T's missing of me? Anyone?
With Love Always,